Sunday, February 26, 2006
For a time being doesn't have a new post.. have been busying over my exam, goal and work.. for this post.. I will specially like to post for her:
Yes, I had saw your blog.. I am fine.. thanks you, I dun really know what to said to you.. I also dun hope to sms you anything.. not because I hate you, but I try my best not to let you or me have something that will think of and feel depressed, maybe not to you, but to me.. but it been 1 year something.. I still see u struggling with your life.. you still not yet grown up.. And I know what had really happen to u and him.. I believe you feel very sad and depressed, maybe dissapointed on somehow.. Just hope to let you know that is what I feel when the day you left me.. I had taken up the best courage I had to let you go.. how hurtful is that.. you should know now I believe.. But after all I can see the one you love most is him and maybe we shouldn't start from the beggining.. The relationship between me and you now is friend or not I really doesn't know.. just treat it as a passer by from your blog to let you know and the only thing I can give it to you at your most down time.. Be strong, time can prove everything and also time can let you feel numb with something you dun like to think of, as I am the passerby before you.. I dun really know why you said that's your last post.. but I hope you wun do something silly, workhard in your studies.. your university goal I didn't forget.. work towards your goal ya? Jia you! all the best, good luck!
♥Oh, so vintage... 5:35 AM
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Finally I am free to update my blog already -_-"' it been a very busy week for me last week, working full week non stop, just to take this week rest, coz next week having exam le.. Anyway today is vanlentine day.. since when I hate this day? lolx.. A lonely vanlentine to me this year.. Wanna ask my fren out, but all having their beloved.. hiyo.. Really dun feel like going out of this house, hope today can pass fast.. hate! hate! but this day let me think of someone.. but think she will have a good vanlentine this year ba.. ^_^ , yesterday before I slp, I heard a song called ( ai de zhen hao) also let me think of someone else.. 4 years already.. but too bad.. you yuan wu fen.. think today she will also celebrating happily.. why left me? lolx.. I think everyone will have a certain time, they will lost every single things, and start from the starting point.. Not very desprate for today, just feel sour in my heart.. is that feeling a jelouse feeling? haha..
Anyway, since I had think through something, I have been more happy everyday than last time already.. also get better with my classmate.. hm.. ^_^ now I know, actually there is alot of things, dun mean u unhappy than it will come to u, u need to be happy, smile and satifie what ever you have THAN slowly the things u dun expect will come.. believe me oh.. it is true..
At this time, the sky is gonna rain.. the cloud is so dark.. Dun think it is really a wonderful vanlentine huh... the sky cry for me too.. only heaven know.. lolx.. what am I talking..
okie I will end my blog here, I am not that selfish, so wanna said, hope every couple today will have a very happy vanlentine! ! ! ^_^ and said loudly to who ever u love, [ I love You! ]
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:36 PM
