Monday, July 31, 2006
Today is someone birthday.. a old fren of mine.. but well.. I dun think we are still a close fren.. nvm.. I understand.. Anyway if u do pass by my blog, I were like to tell u Happy Birthday! I didn't forget ur bd.. Hope a bright future is waiting for u, and forever happiness for both of u..
This few day weather has turned cold.. is it for this few day or for this month I dun know.. but this few night really turn cold.. My god! test and exam is really coming near and near.. I really afraid that I may fail my module.. hiyo.. y like tat.. y like tat..
This month gross salary so less... coz last month got 2 week I took a study break.. so salary quite less.. hize thought this month can work more.. but than exam coming agian.. and my working hour reduced again.. than when can I buy the thing I want.. not enough money man!!
Hm.. this month alot of movie to watch.. too fast too farious in tokyo, long hu meng and many many more.. I wanna sing also! yeah! haha.. but cash not enough..
I wanna be million air by age of 30! lolx! Anyway if I am not wrong, there is vanlentine day at the west.. they celebrated it different day with our asia valentine.. haha.. All the best to all the couple in this worlds.. included u.. ^_-
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:19 PM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Hize.. Is really difficult to said things out over here.. but I can said, actually this few weeks dun really feel gd.. also dun know why or wat happen.. Life is really full of up and down.. anyway from the day I experian seperation, I dun like the feeling of falling in love.. realli realli hate.. coz when u fall in love.. there is only two ending.. 1) hurt straight away, 2) hurt later.. In this world the most hurtful things is not seperation of love but is when you love a person, but she/he dun know rite? and whenever u see her with guy or even her bf.. u feel sour, hurting.. arggh.. that's why I dun wanna fall in love.. I tried my best... but... hize.. pui*
My exam is coming.. test is coming.. prsentating is coming.. argh~~~ omg! how how?? ppl keep asking me, hey u work and study.. u sure u can cope well and pass every subject? And I start to panic already... how? how?
Let the fate take the fact ba... most importantly is try my best! After my exam.. wahaha.. Is my turn again to PLAY!!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:29 AM
Wow.. yest was so happening.. long time didn't realli have a great time outside.. was working and studying.. After my night class around 9.30pm, I went to shop to meet my shop colleuge coz we plan to to ktv pub, and actually we meeting with all the hougang mall ppl go along.. but end up only 2.. actuallu only one.. but than lucky I cyclo donny go.. wahaha..
We went to a pub called (return 5) << think so lah, forgotten, near the sweet devil, at centre mall.. haha.. so happy, inside can sing.. and everyone inside can hear I sing.. so long didn't sing already. Was playing cai qua with ming.. kaox! we both kana punish and drank alot.. till I abit sei.. haha.. after 3am, the pub is gonna close, one of my fren eiz chio us to go mo mo... nb.. guy minimum entry 23, 3 yr time I come back.. but anyway it was fun inside the pub..
Anyway yest nite, someone wanan teach me dance.. that silly little princess cricket.. lolx... sorry I am not a dancer or born to be a dancer.. but a singer only.. hehe.. Well the whole nite spences.. Is all pay by eiz and taxi fare by jerry.. sui lah... haha
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:13 AM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Yesterday went out with her to watch pirate of the caribbean, hm.. sorry for the lateness.. coz I was trying to dress properly.. lolx.. anyway 15min only.. next time return u loh. ya.. went to cathay building.. the new cinema that just builded in the new building. That's was a long movie man.. 2 and the half hr ... lucky I went to toilet before hand.. she was like freakly out just to go ladies.. and keep looking left and right.. coz too much big size people sitting beside us... haha.. after that we went to explanade.. relax.. talk talk.. and... I think she will very regret going there with me.. lolx.. coz when we went there she ask me translet the rainie yang song to her.. as she dun understand chi.. than she accidently put her hear piece on the keyboard and close the cover hardly using her elbow and... peee..... liao... that's it.. when she open her laptop, the whole LCD pi chia.. omg! I know how she feel that moment.. the feeling is like the whole heart sunk down.. dun know wat to do.. So I manage to consoled her by using nearly the whole one hr... er... hee got so long ma? anyway than I sat mrt with her towards boonlay side... no choice.. it was quite late already.. if she sat the direction that I am taking.. I think by the time she reach chau chu kang, she dun need to take LRT already.. but than she decided to take cab at jurong, so I sent her to jurong take can and I also go in na.. haha than sat the cab to my home after sending her loh.. hm.. this outing let me find out somethin from her.. ha.. haha... hahaha... but is totally non of my business de lah.. lolx.. well that's all.. hope there is a better ending between u three..
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:59 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
This week is freaking busy.. I think I can named out everything... Thermofluid report need to hand in next tuesday, semester project webpage need to present next friday, machinacal design tutuorial Q4 need to hand in next tue, also machanical design project on power point need to hand in.. omg!! c.. c.. so many things.. I still need to work.. And sem exam is coming 2 weeks later... OH NO~~~~ well.. haha.. I still can manage anyway.. just that will abit tough for this month .. Today aftenoon around 5pm I got a 1and the half hour break, so when to meet my old fren that use to study in ITE with him.. lolx.. he was trying to talk abt his MLM to me.. (Multi-level marketing) and ask me is it interested to join anot.. haha.. well if u know wat is it abt, I tink u will know how I respon to him.. anyway I am a saleman.. so instead of being convinced, I convince him back haha.. anyway that is a gd way to earn money unless u really have a good connecting, good speech, got time and of course some profit.. me? no time, no profit, connection not that big.. how to join? sorry na fren.. haha.. I think I stick to my present first..
Today was quite unhappy at nite, just now I msg a fren in msn... she seem fustrated through her nick.. and also quite long time never talk to her.. maybe 2 days? haha.. so I ask her wat u doing? she said I dun need to know.. so I said wah.. said till like non of my business like that, she said ya.. non of ur business... hize.. isn't it sad to hear from a fren saying that to you? maybe I should'nt so busy body asking her ba.. sometime being caring also will cause busybody u know..
well nvm na... use to it.. so this lesson teach us not to be so caring sometime understand? haha..
SIANZ~ tml work 1.30/C than sun work Full shift.. tire!!!!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:51 AM
Monday, July 17, 2006
Today finally she had left my shop.. no more bad dream.. but mym best partner not here anymore, coz he had been transfer, without him, it seem like very quite and of course no one can share with me the joyness of every weird ppl coming in.. hm.. today when I was eating my 2nd incharge talk to me abt the past, is the past.. now is a new start, let everything be new, wat ever I dun know pls ask and bla bla bla.. also there will be a new full timer senior taking over my best partner.. na.. do u think I care? I only listen to donny this senior.. today see his face when he come to familiar the shop, I already abit dun like him already..
Anyway from the day I start work at last year nov till now, the only staff that left in np is only me.. the rest all gone.. now all new staff, transfer in and bla bla... arggh... Dun know why I feel stress sometime working in giiordano.. sometime na.. since I start to work in giordano till now, my mind set had change alot, also seeing things in different way.. I mean this world is really reality..
Sometime when I thinking abt this world or maybe abt what has make me change so much, I feel dropping tear, for a guy to drop tear is as hurt as bleeding blood.. so do u understand that feeling?
Well... life still goes on! Live every single day with happiness!
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:57 AM
Friday, July 14, 2006
Yawn~ just finish doing my marketing report.. So tire.. today got work, yest also got work, than somemore so many sch work need to do and learnt.. 3 more week sem exam coming.. damn tire.. hm.. finally my 1st incharge gonna transfer.. yeah!!! but also quite sad, coz all this transfer is a whole singapore transfer, something like swop shop like that.. so my best partner also gonna transfer to Hougang mall.. hize.. without him I think I will be boring there le, somemore he know alot of things there so if I dun konw can ask him, now he left, only left me and all new staff, and two new incharge, if anything dun know need to ask incharge straight away already.. maybe sometime will get scolding de.. sob.. farewell.. hope we will still contact and will meet often go shopping ahz!! lolx..
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:48 AM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Hize... today suffering from one day depression.. really very unhappy today. Yesterday I went to cut my hair, and that hair dresser miss q, and my front hair now quite short, than cause me today no confident to face anyone when I went to sch.. nvm.. I than find out I got F3 for my math.. why?? why?? tell me why?? Just to prepare my common test math, I had started study earlier than ppl, and for math I really study the most hr, I stay at mac before the last two day of math test for 8hr just to learnt my math more with my frens.. math expert.. y do I still fail? And my thermofluid also fail.. although alot alot of ppl fail, but I dun wan... I did study too.. and I study for that very hard.. I am working, but I also take my time to study.. but why???
This few month, I really dun know why, I find that I becoming more & more weak, lack and lazy, I start to late for sch, I start to skip some lesson.. y? what cause me like this? I dun wan.. I cannot repeat any moudule.. I got no time anymore..
From tml onwards, I promise myself, I wun late anymore, I will try my very best to wake up and not to slp back again..
I need to jia you le!!! or not.. I am really dead..
This morning went for the 1st lab lesson, I late for 1hr, nvm.. somemore I dun know what the hell is going on, coz last week I didn't attend his lab.. and my team all also never come or dun know anything.. omg! cannot na..
Hao!! edison Ho! wake up... tml onwards full strength power!! chion...
Lukily after my whole day of inspecting my hair, still can help... can style something out that look not bad.. otherwise.. hize.. tml also no mood to go sch wan.. hee..
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:43 PM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
The world is complicated to understand.
To know myself is much more not easy.
Hating a person for so long,
Untill now I know no one is to be blame.
Though myself have been mature enough,
to handle everythings,
But now I know I am not.
Being selfish is the reality of this world.
Fairness there is no balance.
Always though true love is forever,
but not.
True love is only a short period of a relationship.
Trying to be serious in everything, hope there is a true out,
but there is no true in serious.
Being cunning is wat the world is doing,
And trying to avoid the cunning is impossible,
Coz that is a fact.
Beautifulness of this world is just an illusion
And the ugly is just behind it.
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:08 PM
Ps: This post is full of vougar, if u are sensitive with it, I am sorry.. pls leave.. thanks!
Nb cb! today I am damn fucking hot! before I went home, I was with anthoney & nez, when is going to reach kahtib, there is a fucking old man said my fren nez, he said hey! are u going to stop and the next stop? if not pls dun block the way.. knn.. the mrt also haven stop, door also haven open, wat is the rush man? rush to go die? or reborn? cha cb..
The 2nd thing.. make me more fucking hot! when I was at work, my 1st incharge is not working today.. nvm, than I was told that on sat I need to go for a traning, is mostly for beggning that had just joined, and I had went before when I just came in to work at 7 month ago.. now she ask me to go, so I told my 2nd incharge that I had went before, is that possible not to go? she said ok, she will let the 1st incharge know abt it.. So when my 2nd incharge talk to her on the phone, that fucking 1st incharge ask me to talk to her.. you know wat she said? oh! u went before? when? so I told her 7 month ago.. she said is quite a long time, u should go refresh.. wtf?! why not other old staff but me? nvm than she said my supervisor got hi-light me, said that my commited hour is not enough to help the shop, so if u dun try to work more, maybe she will teminate me.. saying in a very polite and kind way.. somemore she said, I had tried to talk to the supervisor already.. said I schooling and working so very tire.. but edison promise he will work more for us at holiday.. so my 1st incharge said I wun force u lah.. I know u tire.. but maybe just try to commint more abit.. coz other part-timer is communting at least 30 hr per wk.
Cha cb, fu_k_ing b_t_h*, old fuc_i_g fox, think I am stupic ahz? dun know wat she trying to do? Last week got one morning, she ask me to help her, say that she not enough staff, so I refuse.. coz I really dun wanna help this fu_ck_ng bitch, than if I am not wrong, she put it to heart, and told my supervisor abt that, than make use of supervisor mouth to make me work more.. and be a 2 fucking head snake.. over there say bad thing abt me, infront of me, act innocent and like trying to help me.. hey idiot!!! pls loh.. u think I am reallys stupic? I may put an error infront of u, that's is because I am a slow learner.. but dun mean I stupic or idiot.. I am just acting blurr.. but I am smarter than u this fucking fat b_t_h!
I really dun know why.. so many ppl die, but why dun u? cb! I really feel so sick when I see u.. even when I am outside, seeing ppl that look like u or shape like u, I will straight think u this fucking idiot bitch.. can see how sick am I to u rite???!!
pls lah.. if can u better transfer ur self to other shop lah... u are just my bad dream.. fuc_ing lc cb bit_h!!
[I am so sorry that I have put so many voguar to this post.. coz today I am really damn hot!!! 99.9 degree]
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:05 AM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Finally I got sometime to update my blog.. well being so happening for the past 2 day.. On friday after my last common test, I went home bath and went out with yu ting, jia ling and daryl, I met daryl 7.30pm at khatib, than go meet the 2 gals at orchard, till to daryl lateness.. so very sorry.. is not my wrong, dun blame me gals.. than we went pub at boat quay, we take cab from orchard, we went to a pub called Q something de.. dun really rem the name.. lolx.. erm.. abit boring there na.. coz not really fun, but there is free flow from 10pm-12am for 25 buck for guy and 20 buck for ladie. So went in at around 11pm enjoy free flow (vocal) nia .. & watch germany VS Argentina! who u support? I support Argentina.. but too bad they lose.. hize.. one thing I like abt that bar.. lolx! got pole dance.. wow.. sexy.. ggrrr... At around 1am after the match end I send jia ling & yu ting to take NR1 & I went arjunie with daryl to have supper.. and browsn around.. lolx.. hm.. not bad..
Than on sat I met anna at bugis, we went for a thai restarunt for a dinner buffet.. not bad man! quite full too.. wow.. know her for 7 year le, this is the first time we went out.. really got plenty to talk.. than we went to cine to watch mid-night (re-cycle) is a new ghost story act by li xin jie, that was a preview, the actual date is 7/7/06, so when we watch, the cinema seem like very big and no ppl.. that movie was quite scary at the begging.. but when reach the end.. it was funny & sad.. anyway I give this movie onlt 2 star out of 5 **/***** you know y? u will know when u watch it. So after that movie around 1am, we went to mac watch the match of england VS portugal, it end up panaty and won by portugal.. hize.. so sad.. I though england can win. now I can only hope for my fav team FRANCE to win! anyway, we went to take NR1, after sending her home safety.. I went to took cab home.. Eeeww.. bishan was so quite and abit scary.. coz near the funeral hill..
Than today after a 2 week break, went back to work.. omg! start work only, take over cashier.. I was so blurr.. coz 2 week didn't kiss that stupic cashier already, than suddenly go operate it and somemore so many customer today.. was quite a few error today.. but weird! she didn't nag or scold me.. diox... really weird.. maybe today her mood gd..
okie! I will end here.. gonna slp.. damn tire! yawn~
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:53 AM
