Wednesday, February 25, 2009
25/02/09, Wed. Today is my officially pass out parade at sispec as a specialist (sergeant). It was my second parade since BMT. During our parade it was raining, and I though it is just drizzling and will stop for awhile, but while I am standing still in the parade waiting the prize to be given to those awards winner, the rain becoming bigger, after not long there is also sun shining at us, that was a weird weather, but after half an hour the rain stopped, and there is a rainbow behind us.. I think it is a good sign? We had train this for 3 day 2 nite non stop beside lunch and dinner, it was so tough and finally is over. Tml will be reporting back to segei gedon camp for new unit. I will be uploading picture of the passing out parade on my friendster, if u are interested to see, u can go there and take alook ^_- . Hize.. today book out and tml must book in again.. I got so many things to do and tire yet there is no time for me.
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:25 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
21.02.09, Saturday. Yesterday I passed out as a sergeant at nee soon camp, after 7 month of struggling and endurance, finally I had finish my 1st stage of life in army, there is still 1 year plus more to go. After army alot of thing had changed in my life, even my precious relationship has gone. In army if u do have a relationship, u alr lose to ppl that have 5 day more than you do. The oldest you to said, try not have a serious relationship while u serving NS, coz 90% will run, I never believe that until I taste it myself. Beside reltionship had changed, slowly I became a regular clubber too. There is too much changes that by telling is unable to express fully. Next thursday I will be officially posted to a unit, a unit where I need to lead 6 men under me, power bring responsibility, as a sergeant, commander, we need to seek strive and excel.
Yesterday when I went to club, I realise something, something diff from what I knew abt the world, and it awaken me to face the fact of the world that is happening. The world wun just stop turning because of u.
Today I went to gym, I weight myself and I have a shock, I droped 2kg at this short period of time, recently I also quite stress regards alot of things, and I realise my hair r really slowly turning whiter and whiter, I bought hair dye (black) to return my hair colour to life, haha..
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:36 PM
Thursday, February 19, 2009
19.02.09, This week I having 3 days of nite off, it is great to have 8 to 5 in camp. Recently it had been tough for me, alot of uncertain and unhappy thing happen to me, without my parent and fellow fren inside the camp giving support and advices I think I had already break down and got depress. life is just full of up and down, just like an roller coaster, but I always believe one thing, thing that dun kill you make you stronger, although I had fail in my relationship after this 2year, but I learnt something. I will make use of all my time that I have now to upgrade and improve in myself, people who had been friend with me for long, you should know I dun give up easily and only get forward and never fall back. The only thing I regret in my life is only things that I dun give my best and now I got no chance to put in any more afford. I had tried my best shot in relationship but in the end it dun goes well than I think is either fate or both dun fit to be together. The world are round, what come around goes around.
Anyway tml will be my promotion day, I will be promote to sergeant, as a commander is to lead with pride, seek, strive, excel! haha.. I will be posting regulary from today onward.
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:12 AM
Sunday, February 15, 2009
15.02.09, I went to watch a movie by Andy Lau and Su Qi. In this show andy lau always like to tell a story, it goes like this " Love is just like a crystal ball that fall and break, some people will go pick up more but some lesser, but as long you work hard and put in ur afford, you will sure get some." How much and hard I try, I still get nothing.. This world really consist "Hao Xin Hao Bao" ? I am waiting for it to happen.
♥Oh, so vintage... 7:42 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
14.02.09, Happy valentine day to all of you. It is a lonely valentine day for me this year, also a hurtful day for me, this is the second relationship in my life broke off at valentine day. What is love sometime I asked myself, even I can ans one time, I still ask myself many thousand million time, what is love, it is just something u never find a exact meaning in it, do i think even u leave this world, u can bring the love together with u through heaven? will it last forever? when someone tell you he/she will love you forever.. will it be through or is just a sentence that we need to day in a relationship? How much you give in doesn't determine how long this relationship will last. Had been working hard this few year for it, but how much hard work I put in and try to hold on, thing just doesn't change. Not urs mean not urs, how much I try to help make no different, only sooner or later. May all the couple over the world stay happy and fortunate forever.
I had pass out from my training course, next friday promoting to sergeant already.. finally, it is tough for the past 6 month, going through hard ship.. hope eveything goes well for me after every high and low recently that come into my life.
♥Oh, so vintage... 4:00 PM
