Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Well.. the world is full of reality.. from the start.. after every every hurt I got from this world.. I start to grow up abit by abit.. through love trap, fren betray..
Today of me, I can see who really is my gd fren, who is willing to help me.. but sometime I dun trust ppl much coz of past experien, and ppl beside me tell me must learnt how to trust.. but I really can't.. coz when I tried, I see actually gd fren beside me also started to changed also.. somemore some I though we r gd fren, but actually he/she dun really understand me.. somemore though I am a bad person.. dun even think wat I done or wat.. just sentence me dead.. ha.. fren? and some they started to get cold towards me coz of long didn't contact.. so.. actually by really gd fren dun even over 3.. So how u wan me to trust this world? I only trust myself..
Money is everything I need to have.. I only trust money.. everything is money, a fucking small thing also need money..
Sometime, a fact, a love or frenship also need money.. SO?? how impt money? Is money so powerful or is this world to realiti? or ppl in singapore too reality? hize..
Anyway tml last paper le.. after tat will chiong for work.. work work work and work!!
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:09 AM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Today went out with that two silly gal.. lolx.. no na.. my 8 year gd fren.. long time realli didn't met, and we have a dicuss on a mini project.. only between the 3 of us.. lolx! Actually it was a tire day for me.. I not feeling very well and plus I worked M shift, after that rush to meet them..
We went to K box SING! haha.. long time didn't sing already, actually we plan to watch movie de, the dragon tiger gate, but no more! wtf! no more the Mac tv still keep playing their preview..
Anyway today I was abit unhappy when I was outside.. not coz of that two gal make me unhappy.. just tat, saw lots of things outside and more or less let me though of something.. and past.. think that's normal ba..
One more day to thermofluid exam.. hize.. edison ganbatae!
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:54 AM
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Everything is getting toughen and toughen.. every everything... DAMN IT!!! DAMN IT!! I also encounted two failier today.. Arggh~~~ I really trying all my best to work everything out with my two hand.. I am really tried.. but.. but.. wat I see??!!
Also I wanna hilight something.. Last time ppl use to tell me, rich ppl tend to be more selfish than the poorer.. I dun believe.. but now.. I had seem it, with my own eye!!
In this world.. there is 3 kind of ppl, 1)Happy go lucky, wat ever come, they take
2)Do their part, wat end up, they accept
3)Dun trust destiny, work with their own hand, and build their future
even come to the worst.
If u ask me, which one am I? I will tell u, I am num 3, I wun give up! today even I encounter all the negative.. I will still fight to the end till I know really is the end, or else I wun give up on wat I decide to do.
But I am really very very tire.. VERY.. since I start to really work and encounted different things, I can see the real world very clearly and ppl who r really true fren and who are not.. OVER HERE I really wanna mention their name in order to thanks them.. 1)Kwan Seng(Daryl) 2)Sarah 3)Yu Ting 4)Jia ling & num 5)Donny Tan, I will forever rem u guys.. and for those who never mention.. maybe u still stand a place but those who really stand by my side to help me.. I can see.. and feel.. thanks alot once again..
Cricket.. u too! thanks.. u play a part too.. Alright I will stop here, if one day I will to sucesss, I wun forget all of u guys.. I wun give up!
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:47 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Today is the day of the two year I finally see her.. my heart was poping so fast that I can't feel myself.. at the cross road that our eye met, I can tell from her eye she has totally put our past far a way from the memory.. And I can tell from her eye she dun even wanna said a hi to me.. I was trying to say hi to her actually, but she really seem cold from her eye..
The real heart broken thing is, she has found a new guy..
On the moment of me.. my mind is blank, totally blank..
hm... haha.. haha... haha.. ha.. ha...
Have I really forgotten... or I have not..
All the best to u sil, although u dun really wanna even be fren with me
but I will still forever bless for u.. ^_-
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:10 AM
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Today I am very tire.. I am just like a ball being pushed here and there.. I worked afternoon shift today, 1.30 to closing.. than my incharge told me hougang mall need staff so she decided to send one of the new staff from my shop to there.. but that staff told my incharge she got no money.. so she can't travel.. she just married and preparing her son bd party.. so no more money, I understand so after discussion, we decided to ask her borrow from our shop first, tml just return the fare money loh.. but she dun wan.. said her husband said borrowing money not gd... -_-'" in the last no choice.. I got to go... FROM HERE STARTED >> I took 965 to seng keng, than took mrt to hougang.. work till half.. my shop called hougang said need to send me back Northpoint, coz my shop that staff MIA << Missing in action, suddenly dissapear.. thn nvm, I preparing to go back, suddenly my shop called again said.. SORRY! u need to go west mall, coz is my incharge mistake that actually not hougang need ppl, is west mall.. nb.. than I take mrt preparing to go bukit batok.. (west mall) Suddenly called again said west mall said forget it.. by the time I reach, dun need me le.. cb, kaoz thn ask me go back shop agian... TIRE U KNOW! you think I ball ahz?? KICK here and there..
Thn never mind, I really dun know why this two day I am very tire.. but try to slp early cannnot slp.. till midnight 4.30am than can slp, morning wake up damn tire... y like that? I very tire but cannot slp.. arggh...
RECENTLY I started a small business by selling healthy product.. ppl out there.. if u r interested, feel free to leave a msg to me, I got free sample to show you if u willing to see it, and I can go up to ur house to have a talk to u.. For ppl are INTERESTED to find job as a sale.. can also msg me.. thanks u! ^_-
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:56 AM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
It been awhile I not yet update my blog.. it was a busy day for me past few day.. but I dun think it will stop busy as I have took up most of my time now earning money, study and finding more way to survive. Recently I had joined a network marketing company, is sort of business.. is a good business to do and earn if u really willing to work hard & even u earn nothing there, u will gain lots of experian and open out ur mind set of how you gonna look forwards to ur goal..
I been saying time always pass so slowly last time.. but now, I really find time is not enough.. time is really precious.. coz time is money.. But of course not forgetting ppl that care for me and always around me whenever I need them.. In this world is too reality towards the fact..
In me, I had found out alot of things I should change and improve on.. I am not rich enough to buy anything I want or staying in a big house.. coz from the generation it has already a poor family.. but NOW! is my turn and generation to turn everyhting upside now! I wan my next, next next or even the next till the end of the centry of my Ho generation to be rich! lolx.. You will see one day.. ^_-
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:52 AM
Friday, August 04, 2006
Well.. who will wanna get hurt?? no one.. you r totally rite, but who can prevent from getting hurt? the only way when u can defend ur self from getting hurt is only dun love.. or maybe as what u see now from me.. defencie.. anyway that's gd for u to know what I gonna tell u.. It is just not being a great fren in ur heart that can statify me.. I only wanna be a special ppl in ur heart.. As wat u said, I am more than what myself is thinking.. So? but freakly speaking it is not easy for ya to knock down the four wall inside me.. It had locked tighly from me since long time ago.. if u really wanna do it.. u really need to sacrify more than that.. But I dun hope u to do so.. Just leave me alone.. I can handle myself.. it isn't a big deal as I had been through for 2 years already.. I dun mind being through another 2 year.. Actually I am happy recently for what am I doing.. time really pass faster than last time when I am really doing nothing.. Also the last thing.. coz I dun really trust ppl easily anymore.. so what ever I need to believe is only through action, by my own eye.
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:34 PM
