Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Sianz.. today whole day so tired.. I woke up in the morning 9am than went gym with donny.. we train our arm till very xiong.. coz we try up new work up matter.. lolx.. Than aorund 1pm I went to school.. coz lesson start around tat time.. but I still late lah, dun know since when I keep on late le.. haha.. Today got nite lesson, so end around 9pm, the last lesson is a lab.. is building up pneumatic circuit.. luckily I have some experien when I was in ITE last time.. so not very tough.. but today the circuit was tough
Than after the lesson, I meet up precillia to watch midnight.. hize actually we plan to watch [departed] something similar to Internal affair, but when we reach there.. all the show have already started, even we buy, we only can watch with the first part missed.. so we decided to go K box! yeah! fianlly can sing le.. we sing till around 2.15am, it was so tired.. we also order beer.. begging when we sing.. we was like mad.. slowly slowly I becoming like more and more weak.. haha coz no voice le, plus I was so sleepy after I drink the beer..
After that we went shaw house there to have our supper! haha .. mac
around 4am we sat cab home...
So tired! btw.. count down 12 day to MINE birthday! :) wahaha
♥Oh, so vintage... 4:50 AM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Pls help me! I am really really freaking tired.. I feel I am full of burden.. I got no time to really rest.. and today I feel really down.. really really really down.. I wun said much abt y I am so down.. I just really wanna shout out here.. ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tell me WHY????????????????????
I feel like some how my mind is going to go mad.. I am not thinking too much.. that is a fact... y ppl like tat able and y I am not? I really dun understand! is this fair for ppl like me? What for to have so much knowledge as ppl without any fucking knowledge can gain wat I wan and I can't get wat I wan?? wat is going wrong?? I just wan that feeling... is tat so hard? fuck god! it is not fair to me..
I am really fucking tired of life... really tire.. as a human.. you really need to know alot of thing and suffer alot alot alot... if u r someone like me so sensitive and not easy to put down things.. you will really go mad for being a human... ppl said life is just like roller coaster, and that's wat I told my fren to when they r freaking down.. but god! can u hear me? how long I going to be down?? how long is my roller coaster is going up again? If I will to given a chance to go back.. I will cherish every single thing I lost.. I feel so regret I didn't do all the best I need to do.. how I hope when I wake up tml.. everything will be so nice and beautiful..
My heart.. inside me now.. I really felt very terrible..
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:09 AM
Monday, October 23, 2006
Yesterday after school, around 6 plus, I went to bulinton square at bugis to do a survey, it was like ppl survey me, so I need to give some comment, is regarding abt tiger beer, after finish that survey not more than 20min, I got $30 cash, free two nice tiger beer glass, and a unbrella.. wow.. I work in giordano, need to work at least 6hr to get that $30, if evryday got that kind of job, I will rather work tat.. lolx
Anyway before I went to that survey, I saw a security guard there, it really look like a relative of mine that I lost contact with him quite long ago, due to some internal affair problem.. haha, but after with the survey, when I wanna approach him, he dun know go where already.
After tat, I went to meet all my sec sch classmate, coz there is 2 of them bd, so one group of us went to celebrate with them.. actually I didn't wanna go.. coz they somewhere make me damn angry abt the meeting up and activities.. but anyway.. since long time didn't meet le, so nvm na.. We went to have our dinner at marina square, one of the thai restraunt than we went to explanade talk and sit there rest.. In the mean while waiting for one of my fren, coz he is vehetarian, so when we eating, he went to meet up other fren, but he really no chen yi, we wait for him so so long... just wanna wait for him back and buy cake for him and the other person.. but he said programme abit boring.. so he didn't come back.. damn it!! anyway at the last, we went to near by Mac, sit down talk cock tha bought a small cake inside Mac and celebrate for the other guy and went home around 11 with bus 857.
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:56 PM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
It been awhile I didn't really update my blog.. sorry to keep all of u waiting.. Just start school not long ago.. this few days I can feel the tireness is coming.. I am very tired.. not enough slp somemore.. gonna faint le.. coming week so many public holiday come in one month, hari raya lah, deepavali lah.. nb.. somemore still put me at atrium.. more die! wed already put me there le, now hari raya wanna put me there again.. singapore so many ppl in giordano know cashier mah.. why me? wat strong staff.. dun carry my balls lah! if I really cannot.. I will treat u eat MC! wahaha.. hm.. actually rather than all this.. nth really I wanna said le..
But why I work so hard and do so many things.. Is just for the godness of my future and myself.. life is really not easy.. how hope I am a baby.. haha..
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:19 AM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Yesterday went to stock take at warehouse.. kaox! is damn tired.. hm.. early in the morning 6am I woke up go meet jackson at sengkeng 7am.. actually planned to take bus there wan.. but than after we ate breakfast not enough time.. so we decided to take cab in.. paya lebar lae.. damn far.. when we reach there.. we though we was late, but we saw alot of ppl just reach.. than around 8.30am we started to stock take.. it was really a shack day.. but not bad.. I know new fren there also a experien.. the warehouse was really big.. think got 30 time of np outlet.. maybe not even that, somemore got another storey..kaoz!! at evening around 7pm finally they release ppl.. actually is a few of the ppl of our group argue for go back.. if not.. stay till 8pm also possible.. than me, jackson and francies took cab at paya lebar mrt.. we share cab.. around 8pm finally reach my home sweet home.. I think I wun be going to tat warehouse 2nd time next year le.. I will try to skip.. haha
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:26 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
If a drop of tear can change ur heart, today I wun be seeing u far away from me.. If the dream that I have every night can turn to be real, how nice it will be.. New ceuntry love is too weak or too reality? Is a rely or just simply love? I know u r just there waiting.. but I just can't come to you.. is it time or fate is making us crazy? I am also waiting for u.. can u sense me? Hurt & Pain let me know how important are u.. If you know I am waiting for you.. I beg u to come.. I just can't bear leaving without you..
Having you with me, even the whole world is raining, I know.. I know where will be my sunshine.. Only you can erase the memory that I left behind.. Only u able to give me a new world, new life.. I will be right here waiting for you.
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:50 PM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:29 AM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Today I am fu_ki_g* fed up and tired.. Dun know is beast or human having shopping.. they just like digger.. dig and dig and dig.. The whole shop is fu_ki_g* messy.. somemore when I take over cashier.. My incharge give me so many thing to do as there is so so many customers.. damn many... I first time see my shop close 5k nearly 6k.. She gave me damn many niddled shirt to stock.. over 300 pieces.. I stock and stock and stock.. in the last.. there is 7 boxes.. can u imagine??!! and I was wearing black t-shirt.. my whole shirt is full of dust, white white things all over my shirt.. my face damn inrritating... nb! Than some more customer give so much fu_ki_g* trouble to me... AS I must keep smiling on my face..
Anyway.. I am so sad.. my another best partner is leaving me agian.. kana transfer to WM.. why? why? the np man power is damn fucking stupic!! the incharge keep change and change, not more than onemore only, changed.. how to have team spirit like that.. staff also keep change amd change... my working enviroment just like roller coaster.. from worst to gd.. than from gd to bad again.. now going to work got no mood again.. nth push me to work rather than money..
cricket!! I will misss u de... hope we will have time to meet up and wun get any further... u will be my forever cricket.. and one n only.. u must take care k?! all the best..
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:20 AM
