Monday, October 04, 2010
I have move my blog to edisonhojy.wordpress.com
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:18 AM
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
3.40am Tuesday Morning. Came back from drinking again. This few days, I have been drinking and smoking. Thinking and thinking, I think is time for me to let go. Say goodbye to past 8 months Edison. Should start afresh. Recently I met up some friends, this group of friends use to be my primary school friend, and some use to be my basketball mate last 6 years. Never never know they can be so supportive and encouraging. From them I learn a lot of things.. not about relationship, but about life and about what a real man is.
Honestly I'm really upset about how this relationship broke off.. I dun believe it, it was a shock to me. I never know a human can turn so heartless, so cold blooded. Not to saying bad about anyone, but from this relationship, I realize, this world can be very cruel but yet very fair.
I have been drinking and sleeping very late for a while, as long dun hit 4am, I will not turn in. But all this will be soon over.. I have to get going already.. To fulfill my dreams! For myself, for the future and for my parents.
And thanks to all my good friends that have been real supportive not matter in facebook, over the phone or in in front of me.. Thanks! ^^
The next post, it will be a better one!
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:46 AM
Friday, September 10, 2010
Ever since the last update, I have been real busy. Busy with work, my love one, interview, my fitness blog and some friends. I have too much to do and now I lost control of everything. I even lost what I love and need most.
To be frank, my relationship just ended. 09/09/10 , so hurt so hurt, yet so numb. I dun know why, this feeling go deep down my heart, yet I can be normal outside but not inside. Been 8 months with her, I think those months are my very precious months. From I ORD soon till I found my new job, she have been with me, supporting me.
We do what a relationship should do, we plan our future, we are just like little husband and wife, buy stuff in Ntuc, Seng Song and even Cold storage. We share same ideas, same hobbies and same interests. Those are what I really think this relationship may last or even forever.
Everything happen in just a moment I never expect. What will come, it will come, never know some how down the road, our character happen to have conflict. Trust issue start to come in, time issue, stress issue. Never allow me to have the time to react, everything start to change in my life.
Holding on to this, if you ask me, how I am feeling now? It hurts, It is 100% hurt. But from this relationship, I learn somethings again. Thanks you Josephine. I love your name, I love you. Let's walk towards our own future and strike the best. Thanks you for all the time and effort you had placed in, I love your cooking too. ^^ Good luck and take care.
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:00 PM
Monday, August 30, 2010
Never know how true it is until I am facing it. Speak is always easier then do. Reaches a certain stage of life, there are no longer what you think in the past, you have to face it and that is the fact. When I was young, I always though things will be easy as long u plan. But when the day come, you may not know what to do. Ask yourself this, are you into passion or money? Which are the one will lead you to a more happier life? You will be confuse too when you reach the stage even you give yourself an answer before this stage reach you.
What is the purpose of living? To work and work? To pass on the next generation? Or we live for the sack of living? I think only ourselve have the ans.
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:09 PM
Monday, July 19, 2010
Confusion. Tired. Restless. Complicated. Lost.
♥Oh, so vintage... 2:19 AM
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
03/06/10. 12.25am Thursday. I am shack out today, though will have someone at least, anyone will do, to make me smile or lighten up my day, well, ended up more worst. ha! Have been sometime since my last update on my ORD! It is really joyful to be outside world although tiring. But at least what I given out, I see something in return. When you work very hard for something, sometime it is not just yourself, people beside you, give you encouragement and support, this is what make a person succeed. Have been working full time as a health product sale assistance, selling sport supplements and health supplements, at the same time, doing free lance gym trainer. This is all about passion, although I am so tire, but I enjoy. I hope people that are close to me can give me a smile when I am so shack out, telling me, you can do it! ^^
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:24 AM
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
11/05/10 Tuesday. Finally I got the time to sit and do what I wanted to do. I was so busy the whole day and the sky just turned dark like this. Time passed so fast when I am outside comparing I am inside there.. hahaha! Well I went Gym this morning with Zheng Sheng and Andrew. In the afternoon I went GNC to sign job contract with them today as a Full time sales assistant. Being a sale assistant there is not all about selling, I think the only reason I give to myself, I want to know more products knowledge, so in future I am able to provide more details to my clients while I am doing my Personal training with them.
Nevertheless after Signing contract with them, I went back home, get change, immediately I went for FIC course untill 9pm. Meet my little princess and bla bla bla until this timing I am doing my research and studying.. So exhausted..
♥Oh, so vintage... 9:01 AM
