Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Last week I was so busy as I need to attend my friend church as she welcome me, also I keep going to town for my contact solutuion and others things.. After I went to my friend church, I had alot of though, of course is not conveninent for me to said it over here, but they was really devoted in theiir religion.. I myself is a free thinker, so is very difficult for me to really believe in such thing so deeply..
As for this week, I gonna start my new job as a sale at giodarno, hope it will be better wan than the previous job.
Last two day I went to catch a movie with ah long, the title is Emily rose, is about the god and the devil, it is base on true story as it written before showing, the gal dun wanna leave her body when the evil is inside her, coz she wanna let the world know and believe that there is really a devil exist.. As for my though, believe is better than dun believe, but after that movie and for the past 2 days, I think alot at the middle of the night.. Arggh.. what a show..
I find that my time is getting not enough for many things I need to do, I nned to work, study, rest.. really no time for me to do other things, sometime after school I went home, I dun even have the intend to study.. but I still manage to force myself to do so..
I reallly dun know what am I thinking sometime, as whenever I am outside, I dun wanna go home so early, I feel like findind something or waiting something to happen, but I really dun know what am I waiting or looking for... Many things had changed in my life as I really have different view or looking at this world and human.. It is really very tire of facing different people..
Christmas is coming too.. this year christmas I find it different from past two year.. maybe is without someone that I been with for the past two year christmas.. although I still got alot of friends.. but sometime there is different feeling that occur.
♥Oh, so vintage... 1:48 PM
