Thursday, January 19, 2006
argh~ what happen! what happen! what had I ate? I got food poison... I went toilet more than 12 time a day.. my leg got numb.. than feel like wanna vomit, headache and fever, So today went to see doc, never go school. Chinese new year is coming.. maybe this chinese new year to me have no more special to me.. I really dun know why, as age goes by, new year really quite sianz.. maybe que le xie se muo? dun know! dun know! somemore all my relative, die wan already die, argue wan argue, no more contact wan no contact.. so... wat so special about chinese new year? really miss when I was young that kind of chinese new year enviroment..Life is full of changes.. in this world nothing is belong to you, believe?
You born with two bare hand and leave with two bare hand.. what we work hard in our life is just a chen jin yong you and not tian chang ti jiu... even love? sometime I really really confuse of life.. should I do this or should'nt I?
When I have problem, who will really care? when I sick, who will really care and worry? only a few person, and that's my family.. Really sick of life..
But as what I told my fren alot of time, happy or not happy also a day, why not try to be happy? must kan kai yi dian sometime, as ur life wun get so fustrated.
Anyway, struggling on my personal project.. somemore my semester haven do... what is my group and I doing? semseter project surely last min work wan.. hize..
♥Oh, so vintage... 6:08 AM
