Tuesday, September 14, 2010
3.40am Tuesday Morning. Came back from drinking again. This few days, I have been drinking and smoking. Thinking and thinking, I think is time for me to let go. Say goodbye to past 8 months Edison. Should start afresh. Recently I met up some friends, this group of friends use to be my primary school friend, and some use to be my basketball mate last 6 years. Never never know they can be so supportive and encouraging. From them I learn a lot of things.. not about relationship, but about life and about what a real man is.
Honestly I'm really upset about how this relationship broke off.. I dun believe it, it was a shock to me. I never know a human can turn so heartless, so cold blooded. Not to saying bad about anyone, but from this relationship, I realize, this world can be very cruel but yet very fair.
I have been drinking and sleeping very late for a while, as long dun hit 4am, I will not turn in. But all this will be soon over.. I have to get going already.. To fulfill my dreams! For myself, for the future and for my parents.
And thanks to all my good friends that have been real supportive not matter in facebook, over the phone or in in front of me.. Thanks! ^^
The next post, it will be a better one!
♥Oh, so vintage... 3:46 AM
